Yup, Gearing Up To Pee July 2, 2008

I went to Target and bought pregnancy tests.  I plan on testing on Saturday when I’ll be 12 dpo.

On one hand I want the result to be negative:

1. My bro is coming into town and we can go out and party.  
2.  I haven’t finished my miscarriage workup. 
3. I wasn’t on model behavior during the two week wait (2ww) the way I usually am.  Ugh, STRESS.
4. I’m on Prozac.  Even though my shrink says it’s okay to be pregnant and on Prozac it scares me.
5. I can’t deal with another miscarriage.

On the other hand, I’d be tickled if it were positive (but riddled with anxiety).

Let me sit here and stress out about this some more.