I wish my period would just come. I think I would weep from joy. Being in limbo just sucks. Ass-hat clearly doesn’t get how much it truly sucks being in limbo-hell. I suppose that’s a man for you.
I am so tired of this weird cramping bullshit on the lower right side of my belly. Please oh please period please come. I do not want to be pregnant right now.
I’m tired of this nonsense. I just need a break. I need room to breathe, relax and have fun. It’s Summer. I live in the best city in the world. I have the coolest friends a chick could ask for. It’s time to chillax and have a rockin’ Summer. So, I’m done for now. No more fertility anything. No more visits to Ass-hat’s office. I still plan on having mad unprotected sex (condoms — no thank you). One of the best parts of marriage is access to mad unprotected sex.
I’m supposed to go see Ass-hat in 2 weeks to get more blood work done. And I’m thinking — screw that shit. If I don’t get my period in 2 weeks I’ll take another pregnancy test. Hopefully it’ll be hella negative and I can enjoy the Summer having hella naughty fun.
I may or may not update this blog until September. I know there are people out there reading my crazy shit (I see you guys on Stat Counter). I recognize a lot of the IP addresses b/c you’re my peeps and I gave you a link to this blog. But who the fuck are the rest of you reading this?? I have an inkling of who you are (Surprise, I see you!). I hope you’re getting a good laught out of this blog. I’m pretty fucked up, so hopefully you feel less fucked up reading this crap-tastic blog.
