Is it just me or does everyone in my situation hate their fertility specialist? MPS thinks I maybe deflecting my anger towards the wrong person. I told my husband, “good, at least I’m not angry with you.”
I really feel like doctors are fucktwats. They just say stupid shit without realizing how it sounds.
Dr. S: How are you?
Me: Good
Dr. S: So you’re back at work?
Me: Yes
Dr. S: Good for you!!!
STFU. Did I just ask you to be my personal cheerleader? No. SO STFU. Do you know that I’m sitting here at my office in tears contemplating taking a Valium b/c I can’t function??? No you don’t. So shut your mouth. And seriously dude, don’t tell me how god damn good it is to be back at work.
Dr. S, CHA Fertility, Pregnant Women, Babies, Happy People, People with Hope: I hate all of you.
I literally do not know how to be happy right now. I want to be. I can’t. I just can’t. I have never in my entire life felt so fucked up. I feel like I’m losing myself into this sea of saddness. It’s so easy to let go…
